So it's been a long fucking time since I last wrote. And a bunch of shit has happened since then. I:
- Had an amazing time in Florida
- Have seen the most random assortment of people while at home, friends I haven't seen in YEARS who I haven't even really talked to... but it was great!
- Have gone through serious SAS withdrawals
- Watched wayyyy to much Criminal Minds... and How I met you mother
- Flew to California to see some old friends and spend time with newer ones.
- Partied with Russel Brand
- Went to Philadelphia for the first time and had one of the most fun weekends I've had in a while with some hot bitches
- Said way too many goodbyes
- Moved to Italy
So, yeah. It's been a pretty fucking busy month. And I've been happy, generally. I find it really hard to complain about life in general these days... but there are still some things I'm struggling with. Moving 4,000 miles away from home and being even further away from people you really, really care for is hard. Living in a country where you don't speak any of the language is really, really hard. Going from always having someone sleeping in your room or right across the hall to sleeping in an empty house is REALLY fucking difficult, especially if you're like me and get all sad and shit at night. Not knowing if you're making the best or worst decision of your life is really hard.
So, I don't know. Although so far I'm loving my time in Italy and Carlo is really cute and Silvia is really sweet and my work load is crazy easy... I guess don't be jealous of me or tell me you wish it was you. Because you don't know that, you don't know what it's like to be no where near anyone you can truly call a friend. You don't know what it's like to try to maintain friendships from thousands of miles away. You may struggle with these things if you were in my shoes.
Game plan? Make some awesome friends and harass more people into being on skype when I am. Fucking time zones, man. They fuck shit up.
